don't stop believin'.

well it's a new school year tomorrow.

my senior year of college.

whew.

i made it.

it's a weird feeling...knowing i'm the oldest.

and i'm going to graduate and never come back.

i'm super fucking freaked out.

literally...

this scares the shit out of me.

i haven't even taken my GRE..

and i plan on going to graduate school?!

wtf.

i need to get on that.

now.

after everything settles down...

anyways.

i'm getting my internship set up.

i start wednesday :)

i'm super pumped.

however, the roommate situation is not...okay right now.

and if this is any predictor of the rest of the year.

fuck my life.

it's all about them..

basically i'm the awkward third wheel that nobody cares about.

basically i'm invisible.

thus is my life...and has always been.

guys don't "like" me..

and i'm not talking about alec, or sexually or any shit.

i mean like...as a buddy.

they don't even take the time to get to know me.

and it's really fucking gay.

because i'm really fucking left out.

fuckity fuck fuck.

oh well...

even tho i don't get to see anna or shawnanana that much.

i love them most and they will be my best friends for ever :)