^ that's because i'm awesome.

i love being back at school.

there is no doubt about that.

yeah, i may have a crazy ass roommate.

but at least life isn't boring.

i can learn to deal.

i'm good at "dealing".

i started my internship yesterday...

and it was super fucking fun.

we talked for a while and then we went to the kindergarten classroom

and i got to observe him teach a guidance class.

and it was so much fun...

and it was totally adorable.

next week i get to start going in in the mornings and sitting in on individual sessions.

i'm so interested to see how he handles things.

i want to be good at this,

and i'm very grateful for this experience because i get to see how it's done.

and by the end i hope to be able to actually teach a guidance class.

i'm no sure if i'll be okay with that...

but after 140 hours you would think.

but who knows,

sometimes i'm chicken shit.

ummm....

my mom went to colorado today to see shawn.

she seems so happy.

and i'm happy for her.

but, i can't help but think about how selfish she is being.

it's over my birthday...whatever.

i'm not even really upset about that anymore.

more or less i'm stuck on the fact that she is ditching me for a dude.

which is no surprising,

but hurts regardless.

i am super pumped for my birthday though.

we are going to casa for dinner then bar hopping.

i feel as though not very many people can come...but that's okay because i'm not sure i want a huge party.

we're just going to have to see how things play out.

i'm sure it will be a blast...

it's like the 21st birthday i never got :)

i think i'm off to bed.

jshore is a re-run today.

ho hum.