so today.

just might have been the craziest day at work ever.

mass chaos.

i mean...

the first day of school is always crazy.

especially with all of these psycho little kiddos.

but holy were they excited.

i wish i could get that excited about school!

back to schoool back to schoooool.

we have a few new employees who are still in high school.

so that's kind of hard because they can't be left alone with the kids...

and we have to accommodate to that.

which is okay.

but it was so hectic trying to teach them what to do

and trying to do what i needed to do.

andddd trying to teach the new kids what to do.

plus my little clingons.

i love the shit outta them i really do..

but i have a job to do and i need to do it and you need to get off my back!

literally, these kids are like monkeys.

i love em to death though.

when i leave i'm going to cry my eyes out for like 87 days straight.

no joke.

my computer is really hot on my lap.

ugh.

everything else seems to be going great as of now.

i'm feeling all inspirationally with my quotes that i've been finding on stumbleupon.

best website ever.

seriously.

it is fun and i just love what i find out about life.

i love reading what other people have to say about how to just be.

and how creative they are.

that used to be me you know.

i have all this shit from when i was younger...

from my depressed young self.

and it was so beautiful.

i wish i could still find it in me.

but there have been too many things

that have led me astray from that.

it is pretty sad.

i mean...

everybody changes.

and i am a much stronger and well rounded person now than i was back then.

but what was going on inside of me

it just turned into something beautiful.

and i know that i could have gone far with that.

but i just don't feel as inspired as i used to.

i'm glad i've gotten back into writing again though..

it makes me feel good because i have so much going on inside of me.

i just need to get it out once in a while.

the computer is making me sweat...

ciao!