so, it's fourth of july weekend. and i'm spending it with my mom at my grandma's lake house...so my mother won't be sooo lonely, because she spent the fourth all alone last year. so we spoke words about getting to the lake house around noon...what time is it? 12:20 and we haven't even left yet! i have been waiting since 10:30 to leave! i am beyond annoyed and i am seriously getting pissy with her. she decided she was going to clean the whole house before we left, why? why on earth does she need to scrub the motherfucking stove before we leave for 2 days? she spent all this time cleaning the house and scrubbing shit...that she has just gotten into the shower. we still have to go to wal mart or something for oil and get her damned flat tire fixed before we can even begin to THINK about heading to the lake. fuck me. i woke up...was ready to shower and get ready to go and she decided that she had to clean the shower so i had to wait to do that, as well as pee because she needed to clean the toilet before i could relieve myself. so while i was waiting for her cleaning kick to be over i decided to pack my bags...she comes downstairs and asks what i'm doing. WTF, we're leaving i am packing my bags! apparently she had called me upstairs a whole 5 minutes ago to get in the shower. then while i'm in the shower, instead of packing her bags or getting ready to leave she is ordering shit offline! messing that up...and cleaning the table? i might kill her. so she finally gets to packing her bag...she wanted to share one, i already have my stuff packed genius. she has all this shit, for going to a lake house anyways. idk wtf she is going to get all dressed up for in hicktown missouri, but don't worry she'll look nice. then my uncle comes and they talk blah blah blah...then all of the sudden she wants me to take all of the trash out. after i have been waiting for something to do for a good hour and a half, that could have been done earlier. ugh, i'm just pissed and annoyed. good god. we are going to be sitting around a lake for 2 days...that's it and for some reason she needs her computer? what is she just going to sit on it get on facebook and ignore the rest of her family all night too? AJLKFJDSLKFJSDLKGHSDKGJSDKFJSD"LKFLSd!

i feel better, kind of.


nap time.