well it's thanksgiving, a day to celebrate all you are thankful for. and while i am thankful for alot...my health, my friends, my family. I am feeling very lonely. This is the first thanksgiving in over two years that i haven't had a boyfriend. and while i was at my grandparents, i seriously had nothing to do. everyone else has their little families, their kids, their husbands or wives. and i have nothing. i can't even go see my friends over the weekend because my car is at the shop, and it is starting to feel like they won't waste their time coming to see me. i just don't know what to do with myself. i have been sleeping, a lot. and that's about all i can do because when i'm sleeping that is the only time i don't have to think about my life, and how pathetic it is turning out to be. i wish i wasn't alone right now...but my computer is going to die.

happy freakin thanksgiving.