i have decided i'm going to be okay. it's a good feeling really...because justin turned out to be a jerk just like the rest of them. so, i'm over it. i have my friend and family and that's all i need. they won't ever leave me, and if they do...well then fuck them too =) i've realized that nobody in this life matters more than me. i don't mean in a selfish way..i just mean, that i have to watch out for me and i have to watch my own back. because my life and my happiness matters to ME! and for now, i'm going to feed into that happiness as much as i can because it really isn't worth the heartbreak. nothing is, and i'm done crying over him and i'm done crying over being lonely. i'm stronger and better than that. i gave him one day of my tears, and that's all he gets. i guess i don't really have much to say...

thank god for friends and family.

love love love.