sometimes it's just not easy.
sometimes it's just not right.
it's not the best choice...
it's a fight or flight.
i can't remember who i am.
or who i'm meant to be.
i'm stuck in this moment of apathy.
with myself.
who would want to be me?
i can't figure things out.
i can't let them go,
and i can't hold on.
for if i hold on...
it will be so long.
i'm not sure where to go from here.
i'm smiling from ear to ear.
the unimaginable.
i'm just pretending.
what you want to see..
is what you get with me.
i don't know if i enjoy this.
it's a trip.
i want love,
i want passion.
but do i want to sacrifice that for my fashion?
it's not easy.
and it's not hard.
once you figure out,
you're the place to start.