justin: i kno baby! its cuz its right!! i wanted to tell u how i truely feel but i am afraid its to soon!
me: baby i'm feelin the same thing and i feel like such a puss for not just spitting it out lol..that's what i was smiling all goofy about!
justin: i kno thats y u were!! and i feel like a bigger puss!! but here goes..i'm falling in love with u!! i can't believe its happening this fast but i am!
me: oh baby it's so amazing! i'm falling in love with you too and it's happening so fast, like this has never happened b4 and i feel like it should be too soon, but for us it isn't it feels like this is what is suppossed to happen!
justin: =) =) =) i feel relieved haha god it does feel so right baby!! everything feels rite!
me: it's the most amazing feeling in the world! i've been meaning to tell you for like a week now and didn't know how lol and like..there would be an opening and i would be like saying it in my head but like freaking out haha
justin: i kno...i wanted to tell you but i was afraid of you being all weirded out or sum!! or reacting bad to it! and if there would have been awkwardness! but i'm so happy its out now baby!! ugh sigh of relief!!
me: i'm beyond happy baby, wayyyy beyond it...i hope you know how blissfully happy i am right now and i'm also completely happy with the fact that we're ototally ont he same page..you don't have to be afriad of me being weirded out baby ever!!
justin: lol i knooooo!! its deff a better feeling knowing were on the same page!! haha i can say it now...should i?!
me: i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
justin: =) =) =) =) omg!!! I LOVE U!!!
i really do love him! i'll have to explain later ;)